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ashlayeth
30 September 2011 @ 10:22 pm
I just lost faith in humanity.
 
 
ashlayeth
30 September 2011 @ 01:02 pm
I think.... its time for me to start my plan....
 
 
Current Mood: gloomygloomy
 
 
ashlayeth
10 April 2011 @ 09:53 am
What am I doing? I keep ruefully putting down people...

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ashlayeth
03 February 2011 @ 01:43 am

 
THE SILENCE THAT REMAINS 

I was blinded by the day's light
There was no more room for reason
Trembling at your side
The potion in me has not yet finished
I breathe you and the taste is bitter

The glance is different and the cold is piercing
You hide, finding my body
The glance is different and the cold is piercing
how does another day pass without a breath

Night slowly arrives, time stops at night
And you are the silence that remains
Falling down a moment with you
at the end of the game

During the evening fleeing the street one more time
Outside the half-light
trying to think a little bit more about you
Another long moment passed by
And it feels empty without you

The glance is different and the cold is piercing
Let another day pass through without breathing

Night slowly arrives, time stops at night
And you are the silence that remains
Falling down a moment with you
at the end of the game

Time stops
Night and you are the silence that remains
Falling down a moment with you
at the end of the game

(And only the silence remains)


I don't know why I like singing sad songs (or attempt to).
This is sparking an interest in Hebrew, but for the wrong reasons.
I made good with my old friends, but yet got further from my new friends. I am not cut out for life. <i>who is?</i>
 
 
Current Mood: morosemorose
 
 
ashlayeth
11 January 2011 @ 01:03 am
Reading.

To fill up your life with expectation.

And to make holes in your heart.

I probably won't touch romance in a while.

It just makes me feel like crying.

Now, my only worry is the shame I will have when I go back.

How do I face them?
 
 
Current Mood: discontentdiscontent
 
 
 
ashlayeth
31 May 2010 @ 12:45 pm
So, my church in Singapore has a combined camp. Its quite interesting to see what happened.

I wonder what is happening.

But then sometimes I don't really want to think about it.

Genetics.

If genetics is one of the major character determining laws, I should be:

1. deserting my friends in about a few years.
2. Staying at home, trying to create an "utopia"
3. Moving about the world
4. Cynical.
5. A sacarstic, bitter bastard. 
6. Really stubborn
7. Christine's epitome of gay.

So far, I fit the 3, 5, 6 of the list.

How easy is it to shake off the burden of the past? Probably you might be like me, my mum used to tell me what people did in the past and how they handled it (the past wasn't really cheery).

So would you, as a parent, be like my mum, try to get me to not communicate with certain people mentioned, or just let it be?

Do mistakes have to be passed on to another generation? Or should we just keep it in one generation?

Is the purpose of the next generation is to avoid the mistakes of the past? Or should the cycle appear again, just so that there would be a balance throughout all generations?

I am such a let-down.
 
 
Current Location: Reid library
 
 
ashlayeth
08 December 2009 @ 10:19 pm
On the twelfth day of Christmas, ashlayeth sent to me...
Twelve peachifruits drumming
Eleven steam_pilots piping
Ten tictimtammis a-leaping
Nine magic_closets dancing
Eight stereotypists a-milking
Seven sailorfirestars a-swimming
Six xmoonprincessxs a-laying
Five aido-o-o-osaurs
Four jaetobens
Three hugs
Two computer games
...and an anime in a shinigami39.
Get your own Twelve Days:
 
 
ashlayeth
08 December 2009 @ 10:15 pm
In 2009, ashlayeth resolves to...
Learn to play the food.
Buy new computer games.
Backup my jpop regularly.
Lose ten hugs by March.
Give some peachifruits to charity.
Find a better japanese.
Get your own New Year's Resolutions:

UH WHUT, I DONT PLAY WITH MY FOOD?!?! <_< >_> <_< >_> <_<.....
( I actually do. )

AYE FOR THE SECOND AND THE THIRD!

the next two.... UH WHUTTTT?

Last one....japanese crush? japanese teacher? TELL ME MORE??

POOP
 
 
Current Location: Singapore, Singapore
Current Mood: crazycrazy
 
 
ashlayeth
30 October 2009 @ 08:21 am
~~  
I wonder if I have matured. Hmm.

I used to feel really bad when I see people doing better than I am (about myself). So I used to avoid looking at their photos so that I won't remind myself that I suck.

But nowadays, whenever I see someone doing better than I am, I feel really pumped up.

Is that the Lord teaching me how to accept things?

Thank you Lord for teaching me to finally be accepting (of fate).

Exams are starting next week, on Monday, and I have about 8 more lectures to go. But I am not panicking or anything. I feel oddly calm. Maybe its because I know I would be able to make it. :D

I should make it a point to update my blog more often. Perhaps photos/week? Hmm.


(And Yes, I couldn't fulfil a few of my new year's resolutions)

And I am wondering if anyone is going for AFA in Singapore? I would be in Singapore by then, and I wonder I should go (No way I am going alone. Siao.)
 
 
Current Mood: determineddetermined
Current Music: One Sugar Dream - m-flo
 
 
ashlayeth
1 Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen

2 The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien

3 Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte

4 Harry Potter series - JK Rowling

5 To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee

6 The Bible

7 Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte

8 Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell

9 His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman

10 Great Expectations - Charles Dickens

11 Little Women - Louisa M Alcott

12 Tess of the D’Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy

13 Catch 22 - Joseph Heller

14 Complete Works of Shakespeare - read some, but not others…

15 Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier

16 The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien

17 Birdsong - Sebastian Faulk

18 Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger

19 The Time Traveller’s Wife - Audrey Niffenegger

20 Middlemarch - George Eliot

21 Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell

22 The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald

23 Bleak House - Charles Dickens

24 War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy

25 The Hitch Hiker’s Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams

26 Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh

27 Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky

28 Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck

29 Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll

30 The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame

31 Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy

32 David Copperfield - Charles Dickens

33 Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis

34 Emma - Jane Austen

35 Persuasion - Jane Austen

36 The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe

37 The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini

38 Captain Corelli’s Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres

39 Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden

40 Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne

41 Animal Farm - George Orwell

42 The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown

43 One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez

44 A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving

45 The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins

46 Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery

47 Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy.

48 The Handmaid’s Tale - Margaret Atwood

49 Lord of the Flies - William Golding

50 Atonement - Ian McEwan

51 Life of Pi - Yann Martel

52 Dune - Frank Herbert

53 Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons

54 Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen

55 A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth.

56 The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon

57 A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens

58 Brave New World - Aldous Huxley

59 The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon

60 Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez

61 Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck

62 Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov

63 The Secret History - Donna Tartt

64 The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold

65 Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas

66 On The Road - Jack Kerouac

67 Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy

68 Bridget Jones’s Diary - Helen Fielding

69 Midnight’s Children - Salman Rushdie

70 Moby Dick - Herman Melville

71 Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens

72 Dracula - Bram Stoker

73 The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett

74 Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson

75 Ulysses - James Joyce

76 The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath

77 Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome

78 Germinal - Emile Zola

79 Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray

80 Possession - AS Byatt.

81 A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens

82 Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell

83 The Color Purple - Alice Walker

84 The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro

85 Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert

86 A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry

87 Charlotte’s Web - EB White

88 The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom

89 Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle

90 The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton

91 Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad

92 The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery

93 The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks

94 Watership Down - Richard Adams

95 A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole

96 A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute

97 The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas

98 Hamlet - William Shakespeare

99 Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl

100 Les Miserables - Victor Hugo

Total: 30

I need to read more. MOREEEE. Especially alice walker. But hey! Why isn't Paulo Coehlo on the list? GRRRr.

 
 
Current Mood: anxiousanxious
Current Music: Float'n Flow - m-flo loves Rie Fu